It's a rather magical state... when you are in this state, you feel the things flow by rather quickly but you stay where you are, like an observer. stay still, and watch things go by in each of their own different way.
I have put a pause on the love part of my life, updated my profile on MH and POF to indicate that I am not looking for anything other than chatting and friends. Well I'm not humble enough to close my accounts coz I still go on them when I am bored just to check out people, but I won't do anything else like I use to. So far no one has questions me about this yet. I do expect people get annoyed and even question my purpose of putting it out there. Yeah it maybe a little goof or even stupid to some people. It doesn't really make much sense to me either actually but the feeling I have with Andrew kinda drives me to do it.
I don't know what exactly I should do at this point other than keep my nose clean and head straight, but I think I am okay.
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