Doing alright, am I?

I still miss Andrew all the time, check his blog, facebook, msn, but I also start to not worry about us any more. Because it really does NOT matter at all how much I think about it. It is about how much we BOTH care about our "relationship".

I'm really glad that he went over and sent that "I miss you" message over last weekend, and I do miss him a lot and need to hear that from him, but I also think it's time for me to take a step back. I know he really mean it when he said that. I like it but I can't make him do that all the time. Andrew is in a new country, the country he always wanted to be in, the country with a culture he always interested in, and he is dealing with all the stuff that I was dealing with when I first arrived in Canada - renting a place that's at least half decent; getting into classes I need to take; maneuvering through the city and university (keep in mind Seoul is one of the few mega cities in the world!); knowing new people and making new friends, taking lectures; dealing with assignments and quizzes etc... He is going to be extremely busy, and all these stuff he does, have NOTHING to do with me. So I do expect the feeling to be somewhat faded over time, and I won't be disappointed by that.

We both know that's gonna happen. I just happen to be still in the mood of loving caring missing you type of thing. I moved on first last time when I was in a long distance relationship, but that was a little different (for now) since that one we had no hope getting back together. This time, I really hope, and I know Andrew is planning as well, to get back to Halifax after a year. No one knows what's gonna happen, and we will play by ear.

I am alright, I really am.

Now pack up the feelings and go to Montreal... by car... geez... it's gonna be fun I hope :/