I heard of too many ppl getting married these days. First is Rennie and Andrew, then Xue Yang and Wang Weilin, now even the guy who is younger than me, Zhao Ming is getting married soon. OMG OMG OMG...what the heck surround me is happening. I am NOT getting married any time soon! NOT FOR ME NO!
I know I am already in a hard-to-keep relationship now, it's not she is a bad girl or whatever, it's just my personality of myself wanna being a free guy, a free gay guy maybe?
Right...that's the conflict within me. I've never denied my inside but I admit I have a problem living totallt out to everyone. I know this world is not too too too friendly to who I am really yet, and my parents, I can't imangine they are disppointed on me. Even this morning when i was chatting with my dad and he mentioned their birthday I didn't even sent off a message. I felt so bad, heart broken. If there are only two people in the world I care about, they are my mom and dad. I love them so much that I don't even know how deep it is. I will scrifice my personaly life for them if they really demond. I mean it.
Anyway, back to the topic of getting married...it's purely a personal choice I believe. People get married when they feel right, I guess this kind of feel will not happen to me any time soon. It has never been easier to be a person who lives in two faces, and it's never gonna be easier for me.
Monday, September 10, 2007
Thursday, September 06, 2007
Meet The New iPod Family
iPod touch looks sweet... Only if I don't already have two iPods... :(
But I will get one !
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
BioShock
This is gonna be one of the best games this year, and probably it will be the best single play game of all times, well...at least till 2008.
Gotta run to futureshop to get my copy, along with The Darkness for the combined deal + price match with Bestbuy. I was actually thinking of slack off for today to get the game... but I didn't do it coz I won't be home alone and I need to go to Immi NS to get the certificate.
Monday, August 13, 2007
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Wonderful vacation, with Joe
I haven't been such happy for quite a long time. I mean really...the past weekend was almost the happest time in about a year.
Joe is leaving, after all, he is leaving canada for good. I am not complaining anything here coz that's his decision and he wanted to go back to hk always, from the first day i got to know him. To be honest, he means the same thing to me as K used to...well. K is still my best friend no doubt, and Joe will be my best friend for sure. I am so happy that we can actually spend two and half days together and did so much fun stuff.
We went to whale watching, although didn't see anything.
We went to Parlee beach, totally fun.
We went to Magic Mountain, totally hot.
We went to Odell park barbeque, totally full.
I already forget how good time can be when you are with the person you really love. Feel the sweetness when we are mistaken by Pizza Delight waitress, feel the happyness when we slides down the scray water slide, feel the warm when about to left and hug eachother... I will miss you Joe, and I will remember you, keep the time we spend together (not too many) in my heart.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Now you know easy to be a bad driver
24 hrs...only 24 hrs...then you crushed the brand-new-shiny-with-no-what-so-ever-single-scrach car
STUPID. SO STUPID.
Sigh...what a pathetic mazda...Remember the day, Friday, July 13, 2007.
STUPID. SO STUPID.
Sigh...what a pathetic mazda...Remember the day, Friday, July 13, 2007.
Friday, July 06, 2007
Thursday, June 14, 2007
bad news
1, we are not getting the FX45 we wanted.
2, she is going to have a surgery.
3, I am not really happy these days for being in this relationship.
2, she is going to have a surgery.
3, I am not really happy these days for being in this relationship.
Friday, June 01, 2007
June 1 - Children's day - not so happy
As I remembered, it's an international holiday for kids all over the world, but i don't see any difference here in Halifax. Well...I never noticed any difference since I am in Canada.
OK here is why i am not so happy...
Last night I've been told the dream of the SUV will probably wake up with nothing in hand. It's not the first time I've been disappointed with such free stuff, but I am still disappointed a bit. Seems like it applies to everything happens around me - If it's not yours, no matter how close it was, no matter how much u think of it, it's not yours. Similar thing happened to the PS3 - it was only a PS3, I can afford one for no problem at all so i accepted it - this time it's not that simple. It's not fair at all. I can't possibly afford a car like that, it's an FX45.
Actually it's not my, it's gonna be under her name. Well, I have no complain about that coz it's from her uncle. But we've done so much around it: for choosing the modle, we've test driven Q7, FX35, we've been to the dealers a lot; we spend a lot of money and time for her to get her driver's license; we even planed to go to the states with that SUV although we rented a van instead.; the insurance has been applied to the car with both name on it; even the plate number is choosen... I mean, behind these efforts, no one can simply take it away with out even asking for our idea. I don't really care about having a suv or not, I can buy one myself, or if I want one really badly and if I am a bastard, I can ask my parents to buy one for me. The thing is, I feel that both of us have been treated unfairly. It's just not OK.
Alright, she and I will fight for this. We have tons of reason why that car should stay in Halifax (or shipped to Halifax). If it is going to go to the states, ok, i will buy it, at no second thought, even if i can barely afford it.
Living in the world as a man, I will be fighting with whoever treat me unfairly.
OK here is why i am not so happy...
Last night I've been told the dream of the SUV will probably wake up with nothing in hand. It's not the first time I've been disappointed with such free stuff, but I am still disappointed a bit. Seems like it applies to everything happens around me - If it's not yours, no matter how close it was, no matter how much u think of it, it's not yours. Similar thing happened to the PS3 - it was only a PS3, I can afford one for no problem at all so i accepted it - this time it's not that simple. It's not fair at all. I can't possibly afford a car like that, it's an FX45.
Actually it's not my, it's gonna be under her name. Well, I have no complain about that coz it's from her uncle. But we've done so much around it: for choosing the modle, we've test driven Q7, FX35, we've been to the dealers a lot; we spend a lot of money and time for her to get her driver's license; we even planed to go to the states with that SUV although we rented a van instead.; the insurance has been applied to the car with both name on it; even the plate number is choosen... I mean, behind these efforts, no one can simply take it away with out even asking for our idea. I don't really care about having a suv or not, I can buy one myself, or if I want one really badly and if I am a bastard, I can ask my parents to buy one for me. The thing is, I feel that both of us have been treated unfairly. It's just not OK.
Alright, she and I will fight for this. We have tons of reason why that car should stay in Halifax (or shipped to Halifax). If it is going to go to the states, ok, i will buy it, at no second thought, even if i can barely afford it.
Living in the world as a man, I will be fighting with whoever treat me unfairly.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
A few things
1. My application of NSNP has been approved, fially, after half a year.
2. Bought an Xbox 360 Elite, which turn out to be not so good in quality.
3. Had to deal with both Logitech and Canada Post on the previous noted Keyboard
4. Called home on Mother's Day, knowing mom is doing not so good on her ankle :(
5. Another crew of friends graduated, CONGRATULATIONS. One of them is comming to HFX.
6. Call of Duty 2 is a really good/fustating/enjoyable game, looking for 3.
2. Bought an Xbox 360 Elite, which turn out to be not so good in quality.
3. Had to deal with both Logitech and Canada Post on the previous noted Keyboard
4. Called home on Mother's Day, knowing mom is doing not so good on her ankle :(
5. Another crew of friends graduated, CONGRATULATIONS. One of them is comming to HFX.
6. Call of Duty 2 is a really good/fustating/enjoyable game, looking for 3.
Monday, April 30, 2007
Driver Trainer
It's the second time that I teach one how to drive. Can feel the danger when sitting in a car that is not well operated. I am a good driver, although got ticketed several times, but still, i believe my driving skill is pretty decent. K said I am a good teacher, hopefully all my students can be safe for all time being.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Personality
I never thought that I have a bad personality, but as these days, I've realized that humanity has its dark side, and it's in everyone's soul.
Monday, March 05, 2007
Back from China
Well...I didn't have much time to update this blog while i was in china but now i am back in office again.
I had a really really nice trip, indeed. Even I felt that I didn't wanna come back to Halifax again on my last day in Beijing. It was only a flash in my thought, quick, and then disappeared.
On the flight back to Canada, I traveled with a girl I know from Fred but now she is in Calgary. I may go to Calgary later, or Vancouver, or even the states, but who knows. I still love my job here, so many things are going on in this big world, I am just one of them.
Suddenly I felt I have nothing in the near future to expect to come...No more vacations in 2007, no more gardgets to buy...Well, maybe the only thing I can expect is the proposed US trip, if the SUV will arrive as expected. Silly A, u made a big mistake... Anyway, as I knew long ago, when she said she would get me a ps3 before offcial launch day, if it is not yours, it is not. Vehicle is the same. Anyway, I am not a person who wanna live on someone else. If FX45 is not mine this time, I will buy one for myself when I go to another city.
I didn't buy too much stuff for myself, a starbucks mug, two pairs of shoes, a few tops and miscellaneous stuff. I got a new electronic shaver from my dad, and a new digital camera as well. I got a new watch but I don't know if I am gonna put it on. It is too dressy. Maybe I should keep it for later.
Luggages arrived last night, finally. I wasn't worrying about those, but I wanna share those paper cuttings with my colleagues. They are beautifulpaper cuttings although they are not hand made ones, which could be freaking expensive. Hope all my colleagues loves those crafts, I think they do, and they loves me too. LOL.
I had a really really nice trip, indeed. Even I felt that I didn't wanna come back to Halifax again on my last day in Beijing. It was only a flash in my thought, quick, and then disappeared.
On the flight back to Canada, I traveled with a girl I know from Fred but now she is in Calgary. I may go to Calgary later, or Vancouver, or even the states, but who knows. I still love my job here, so many things are going on in this big world, I am just one of them.
Suddenly I felt I have nothing in the near future to expect to come...No more vacations in 2007, no more gardgets to buy...Well, maybe the only thing I can expect is the proposed US trip, if the SUV will arrive as expected. Silly A, u made a big mistake... Anyway, as I knew long ago, when she said she would get me a ps3 before offcial launch day, if it is not yours, it is not. Vehicle is the same. Anyway, I am not a person who wanna live on someone else. If FX45 is not mine this time, I will buy one for myself when I go to another city.
I didn't buy too much stuff for myself, a starbucks mug, two pairs of shoes, a few tops and miscellaneous stuff. I got a new electronic shaver from my dad, and a new digital camera as well. I got a new watch but I don't know if I am gonna put it on. It is too dressy. Maybe I should keep it for later.
Luggages arrived last night, finally. I wasn't worrying about those, but I wanna share those paper cuttings with my colleagues. They are beautifulpaper cuttings although they are not hand made ones, which could be freaking expensive. Hope all my colleagues loves those crafts, I think they do, and they loves me too. LOL.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Tired...
I felt a bit getting tired of the relationship thing...maybe i am really bored of seeing the same face over and over again for long, or maybe i just miss the time i being alone by myself.
I am so tired these days, from work, and from the relationship. I am getting excited day by day coz i will go home soon, and the point is, i will have some my own time in China.
I miss a lot of my past... just miss
I am so tired these days, from work, and from the relationship. I am getting excited day by day coz i will go home soon, and the point is, i will have some my own time in China.
I miss a lot of my past... just miss
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