Monday, August 28, 2006

Anyone reading all these?

I'm treating this blog as my diary, write down some none sense words for myself, or...do i write them down for anyone? even myself don't usually look back what i've written. Is this the way bolg should be? I don't know.

I feel more empty now than ever after I moved to my new apartment. I missed soccer for more than 3 weeks, I now live farther from Matt, I went out with friends every weekends but I still feel empty inside. Luo wrote me an email last weekend told me that he missed me a lot. yeah I know we were in deep love a yeah before. actrully today is our Anniversary, the big day of our short relationship. I actrully do miss you too, a little.

Maybe every man is a playboy inside. likes to watch beautiful girls (boys) , just like me. After I broke up with Luo this spring, I quickly fall in the emotion of love, with the fabolus HK boylish Joe Well...it's not so smooth as always. he turn out to be my good friend now, like QY in the past. I like this kind of change, it's not what i really wanted, it's not what i dreamed about, but it could be the best ending for both me and him. Friends may last forever, lovers? I don't know.

When I played soccer last weekend after we came back from Shediac exausted camping trip, I saw a new face in the Dal soccer crew. I don't know anything about him yet, even his name. But he got nice body and face, and a little bit bad boy looking. Not as perfect as Joe but yeah he is my type. I tried to talk to him but he doesn't seem to pay attention. Anyway, I feel myself changed a lot after come to Canada. Or maybe I did not change at all, it's just I did not discover the playboy side of myself in the past.

Although I'm not sure about many stuff, but there's one thing I'm really sure about.
I WON'T GET MARRIED BEFORE I'M 30.

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Trip, Money, and something else

I'm gonna have a vacation on the week of Sept 18th. I'm gonna go to New York!
Initially I did not plan for this trip, Yuan did, coz he has to take a week vacation before the end of Sept or else he's gonna lose it. Matt and I wanted to have a break as well, so we decided to go to New York. Oh yes, the first US experience is now officially on schedule.

To be frank, I'm a little bit worried about my financial status. I kept spending money like never before for three months till now. I bought some expensive janes, jackets and shirts, I bought xbox360 and games, I bought a set of couch, I moved to a new apartment by myself...Even I myself am suprised how much money I've spend in the past three months. I should go back to the days like I was in the University. Keep myself busy with working and exercises. Aosl I should make full use of my TV cable services as well as my new xbox360, take less time shopping.

I planned to open an account in Altamira on my birthday, and begin to save money. Yeah I should follow my plan.

Joe sent me several pictures about his trip in Montreal, I sent him some my pictures in Halifax and Shediac too. Discussed his trip to Halifax with him but I still don't know if he is comming or not, I have no expectation now. Good if he comes, nothing to lose otherwise, we are friends.

Found a pretty neat game online, hard though :(
http://www.boredmuch.com/view.php?id=764

Monday, August 21, 2006

"Good" camping


Well...this was my first experience about camping. I said, feel the nature, get wild, and we end up with feel the nature, not get wild.
The first day was good, weather was nice, a warm day, i feel like i was in my childhood my mom took me to the sea side in Weihai. The beach is big, really big. It's the first time i see so many people in a tourism site, and they are all Canadian! well...except us. The beach wasn't as good looking as Crystan Crescent Beach in Halifax, but the good part is it is warm so we can get in to the water. Salty sea water, long time no see(taste).
Before we went to the beach, we set up our tent in the campground. I thought that was not a hard job, and it does look good when it has been setup. But at night when it rained, we end up with leaking all over it. Yeah, there's something to do with the odd shape of the two bedroom tent. but if we set it up tightly, it shouldn't had so much water stayed on top. Anyway...the result was, we slept in water. :(
At night we had some chinese food in a restraunt near by, Cantonese Fried Lobster was good. and their egg roll was good too. lol. we prepared to have some bbq sausage and drink for the night but we only had some mashmaro and crackers. played some pocker, some majon, and it began to rain.
In the tent we talked a lot, some deep conversation. About girls, about personalities, future, life attitude, etc. I have been asked some tough questions, but i did give a good answer, i did not lie at all, really. I like Nancy, and i don't wanna break out relationship as best friends... Anyway, I did not lie about my sexturality. They doubted about it, and I'm pretty sure that they are still doubting about it now. I don't mind ppl know the truth, but I only wanna come out to my best friends.

In all, it was a interesting experience, my first camping experience, and yeah, i wanna do it again, in a better weather. lol

Friday, August 18, 2006

Best South Park Quotes Ever

Mr. Garrison: How would you like to go see the school counselor?
Cartman: How would you like to suck my balls?Mr. Garrison: What did you just say?!
Cartman: Oh, I'm sorry (Clears throat and pulls out megaphone), actually what I said was, "How would you like to suck my balls, Mr. Garrison?"

Mr. Garrison: I just don't trust anything that bleeds for five days and doesn't die.

Cartman: Respect My Authority!

Mr. Garrison: Does anyone know what sexual harassment means?
Cartman: When you are tying to have intercourse with a special lady friend and some other guy comes up and tickles your balls from behind.

Cartman: It's a man's obligation to stick his boneration in a women's separation; this sort of penetration will increase the population of the younger generation.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Crystal Crescent Nude Beach

It was my first time been on a nude beach. Me and Matt were not really expecting to see many nude over there but there are several of them. I did see two nice build sexy bodies but too bad i can't stare at them. lol. If I was there with someone special, I may would have join them already. Everyone on the beach wasn't shy, at least they don't look shy to show their private part of their good looking or bad looking bodies. Some of them are really fax, disgusting fat I mean. If I have such a body, I don't know what i would do...Anyway, the beach was beautiful, that's the key point.

Friday, August 11, 2006

Death not an obstacle for Kim loyalists


Seoul - North Korean workers risked their lives to protect pictures of their leader when the communist country was hit by devastating floods last month, state media said on Tuesday.
The official Korean Central News Agency, monitored by South Korea's Yonhap news agency, reported tales of the bravery of North Koreans dedicated to saving Kim Jong-Il's images from harm.

A forestry research institute official died after saving portraits of Kim Jong-Il and his late father Kim Il-Sung on July 16 when a landslide hit his home in the eastern county of Yangdok, it said.

On another occasion, a miner fled to the rooftop of his house but was swept away by floods after handing over Kim Jong-Il's portrait to his colleagues, KCNA said.

"Such impressive stories are common in many flood-hit areas. Our people are faithful to the Dear Leader as they are willing to risk their lives for him," KCNA said in a commentary.

Kim Jong-Il's portraits, a key symbol of his personality cult, have long been ubiquitous in homes, offices and public buildings, where they hang prominently beside pictures of Kim Il-Sung, North Korea's founder.

North Korea's official media have admitted that hundreds of people were dead or missing after a severe typhoon followed by heavy rain hit the country last month.

An independent South Korean aid group claimed that up to 10 000 North Koreans were believed dead or missing in what Pyongyang's official media have described as the worst flooding in a century.

from http://www.iol.co.za/index.php?set_id=1&click_id=29&art_id=qw1155028321534N263

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Outdoor weekend

Last weekend was a fun weekend. Although I had my first two guest in my new apartment, two girls, but they were in really good manner so I was pretty happy in all.

6 friends came from Fred to have their vacation here in Halifax. Matt, Yuan and I were the hosts. It's not really a big thing for them to stay in whose place but Matt was just exthausted after their gone. Anyway...

We went to the public garden on Saturday afternoon before dinner. Took some pictures. It's just a place for relax. If I live on SG road, I may go there for a break everyday.

Sunday we went to Cape Split. It was a totally unexpected experience. OK we were expecting something like Funday Bay National Park in NB but this time, we went into a real walking tral. Mud and grass all the way, hard to walk, or I should say struggle. We saw a white girl fully loaded walked by, and some people bringing their dog there. Wild. Totally wild. Look at us, we were in causual clothes, in the mood of going to someplce not tough at all... Several of us dirt our clothes and shoes, some are even damaged, but in all, it is the first realy hiking experience for most of us, and it's FUN! We went to the "beach" nearby. It's a beach all covered by small rock and wet mud...Nothing fun at all...

Monday we suppose to go to Crystal Beach which is said to be a real beach, but we end up in the mall for 2 hours and then...Peggy's Cove again...

Well...I guess that's one side of Canadian tourism, totally natural. There are lots of natural sights in China too, but at least in here, it's not a big crowd with plastic bags everywhere.

Monday, July 31, 2006

I HATE MOVING

Some people are just stupid jerk, they won't help, they won't understand, they won't do anything good, and they are lazy as hell.
For those who gave me a hard time, FUCK YOU ALL!!
I'm not regret for what I said and done, I feel good to help my friend in front of me, I will piss all of those people who pissed on me, I will fight back and let everyone know I am a tough person.
Oh yeah, you don't mess with me.

Friday, July 28, 2006

Busy week

It was a busy week. i got some new tasks that is finally some realthing. I created a menu for our TNB website. it takes a properly formated XML file and dynamicly shows the menu using hyperlinks. The best part is it can fold and expand exactly as what i wanted. Oh and i am really proud with the recursive algorithm. lol.

I met some new friends the past week by second hand funiture purchasing. One Chinese girl, one Malaysian boy, and a HongKong young man. I added all of them to my msn contact list. What did I bought? a double metress, a large desk, and some small stuff.

Speaking of shopping, I bought an XBOX360 from Dell.ca It's a really good deal, one console with 20G harddrive bundle, an extra wireless controller, and a PGR game, all for 499+tax, I saved 100+ lol.
I do spend a lot of money these days, and I will need to get a lot more furnitures after I move in. Hopefully my credit card and my salary can afford all these.

Friday, July 21, 2006

Doolys


First time in Dooly's, a nice experience.

I did not do too bad except sunk my white ball countless times. lol. But Darryl is pretty good at this. We did not do too bad in the first game, our opponent only won by default since sunk the white ball after sunk the black one. In our second game, I sunk two balls, the first one and the last one. It was a great great great lucky shot that I took for the last ball. God I promise that I was just testing my range but it was in. What a fabulous shot! Because of that lucky shot, we got our first victory. In the last game, I did better than before. Although I didn't have great shot but I did managed to sunk 3 or 4 balls, and Darryl sunk the black one so we won. Yes!

I wasn't very interested in playing pool before but I found it is interesting. I enjoyed the atmosphear, the beer, the pizza, and the chatting although i didn't understand a lot. I'm in, next time.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Arrogant?

I don't think i am really an arrogant person, but i do think myself as a cold person when i deal with someone i don't really like. Fu Yibo is a nice person i have to say, but your problem is speaking too much. I don't know how you think of yourself no matter for soccer skills or female attraction, I just don't agree with ya. And...I'm not interested in what you talked about girls at all. Even if i was interested, that's Chinese. And speaking of soccer skill...I almost laughed my ass off. I don't consider myself as a good player comparing to those semi professional players. I don't have fancy skills or a good idea about formation etc. I just really don't know why people can think himaself as such a strong player with such technique. INTERESTING...

Well, anyway, he is not a bad person but has many short comings. I will get in touch with students in SMU soon. hopefully I will beable to play soccer more often in the furture.

Monday, July 17, 2006

What a weekend

I had two friends (soccer buddies) and one of their girlfriend came over to halifax on the past weekend. We had a very good time together but I did heard some bad news from them. Well...it's not that bad but just fight between my friends in Fred. About a girl, and it's about a bad girl. I'm not personally interested in that, I just care about my friends. Frank is such a ncie person, too nice to hurt anyone. Weicheng is smart, but his way of treating girls and his way of pursuing them are not what i would like to follow. Pang Lei...I'm not really familiar with him but his soccer is what i admired. He is a childish man i can tell, sometimes. LOL. I remember that Joe said "childish man is shit" hahaha. I love this.

We had lots of drink on Saturday night, and lots of chat. Every time some friend come over from Fred can make me very excited. I love to chat with them, I love to know what happened. I don't consider myself as a Ba Gua person but I do like to know things around my friends. I wish they can handel no matter what happened to them, and i would like to offer any help if i can.

We went to the mall on Saturday, we went to have dimsum on Sunday morning, we had a walk on the water front after dimsum, we went to Peggy's cove on Sunday afternoon, we had chinese food on Sunday night. It was the best weekend I had after my arrival to Halifax. It could be better, lol. I'm thinking of too much.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Confused...

Both my roommate and my landlord are complaning about eachother in front of me... I don't know what should I do now.

I don't know...Both of you are my "friend", I don't like Leslie a lot but sometimes she is a pretty nice person, and she thinks I'm nice too. Darren is a nice looking young man, I like him much better than Leslie since I am who I am. But I don't know him too well, his life and personallity is kinda mistery.

Anyway, it's not really my business, all i need to do is to keep nice distance with both of them, and be a good man.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

My England jersey

England  FA logo

Bought from ebay, 60+ bucks, nice deal.

Me and England