Quote from Yuan: You are such a lucky bastard.
Yeah he is right, I'm lucky to have you, Alice.
Monday, November 27, 2006
Got My PS3!!!
It was such a big suprise from my GF. She got me a PS3! Thanks so much Alice.
Quote from Yuan: You are such a lucky bastard.
Yeah he is right, I'm lucky to have you, Alice.
Quote from Yuan: You are such a lucky bastard.
Yeah he is right, I'm lucky to have you, Alice.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Give & Gain
Give: I give up the chance to have a playstation3, which is the latest gadget i should be crazy about as a hardcore gamer, and it's even beyond my dream. It was just about to be mine, but I didn't get it, or I should say I give it up.
Gain: It's the first time that I heard the entitlement finally belongs to me. I didn't ask for it, I didn't push her for even a bit. I know where I am in her heart at this stage, and I know I can finally say to myself, Brian, you are not along any more.
I didn't meant to just act like a gentleman by giving up something I would love to have and yet not affordable at this point. I didn't feel regret, at least I don't have such a big feeling about this. I just wished it could be mine by Alice's decision but it's not happening. I don't know why I was so calm about this, even Alice said if I ask for it, I will get it for sure because I got a higher priority. Well, I know I used to be very careful on money and spending etc, but this time i guess i care more about how Alice would think of me and our relationship. I'm now a maturer person than before i guess, although I still have a bad idea about personal financial...
Anyway, Alice is a good girl, what she decided is nothing wrong. I am not a jerk who will relay on someone else to get what I want, neither my parents, nor my life parter. I can afford a PS3 if i want to have one in the future, I can live on my own hands.
Brian, what you've done is exactly what a real man should do. I am proud of you.
Gain: It's the first time that I heard the entitlement finally belongs to me. I didn't ask for it, I didn't push her for even a bit. I know where I am in her heart at this stage, and I know I can finally say to myself, Brian, you are not along any more.
I didn't meant to just act like a gentleman by giving up something I would love to have and yet not affordable at this point. I didn't feel regret, at least I don't have such a big feeling about this. I just wished it could be mine by Alice's decision but it's not happening. I don't know why I was so calm about this, even Alice said if I ask for it, I will get it for sure because I got a higher priority. Well, I know I used to be very careful on money and spending etc, but this time i guess i care more about how Alice would think of me and our relationship. I'm now a maturer person than before i guess, although I still have a bad idea about personal financial...
Anyway, Alice is a good girl, what she decided is nothing wrong. I am not a jerk who will relay on someone else to get what I want, neither my parents, nor my life parter. I can afford a PS3 if i want to have one in the future, I can live on my own hands.
Brian, what you've done is exactly what a real man should do. I am proud of you.
Monday, November 06, 2006
feel tired and pathetic
I don't wanna do this any more
I don't wanna do this any more
I don't wanna do this any more
These days are my most busy days after i came in T4G...I talk so much with my team mate, and I actually don't agree on many stuff he decides but I felt my knowledge is far from sharp to defeat his point of view most of time. As Jeff told me, this is more a learning opportunity to me than anything else. I think he is right, and I did learn a lot from Darrel, but I do think Stuart is a much smarter man.
Damn I am so into this relationship now. I don't know what to do to have total control on everything. As I typed this, I thought that I am the same type of person as Mel and Brian. Who knows...
Just called A, actually she called me after we talked a bit on MSN, she is quite lazy i would say, lol, too lazy to type, but she is a good person, a good girl, a good one who deserve a lot of love. I never thought that I would rather go for a girl like her before this fall, but now, I don't know if I can still stay alive with out think about her... I really don't know what I want now... :( Pathetic me...
I don't wanna do this any more
I don't wanna do this any more
These days are my most busy days after i came in T4G...I talk so much with my team mate, and I actually don't agree on many stuff he decides but I felt my knowledge is far from sharp to defeat his point of view most of time. As Jeff told me, this is more a learning opportunity to me than anything else. I think he is right, and I did learn a lot from Darrel, but I do think Stuart is a much smarter man.
Damn I am so into this relationship now. I don't know what to do to have total control on everything. As I typed this, I thought that I am the same type of person as Mel and Brian. Who knows...
Just called A, actually she called me after we talked a bit on MSN, she is quite lazy i would say, lol, too lazy to type, but she is a good person, a good girl, a good one who deserve a lot of love. I never thought that I would rather go for a girl like her before this fall, but now, I don't know if I can still stay alive with out think about her... I really don't know what I want now... :( Pathetic me...
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