Friday, September 29, 2006

feel lazy

I just feel lazy this week, every morning i wanna stay in the bed for a little while, which resulted in late for the bus this morning...So i got to work at 9, half hour later than usual. No big deal, I'm still early enough to not be the last one in the office. But i don't have good mood to work either. This kind of mood lasts even since i was back from NYC. Maybe I shouldn't take that vacation at all...makes me feel lazy again, no motivate to work...

Anyway, although I told Johnny I hurt my toe last sunday, and I told him I can't play for him this Sunday, but i decided to help him out. I will risk my nail and see what i can do for him. Matt won't understand this. I admit that I am a emotional person sometimes, and I am generally good to my friends, well... to those I like. Johnny is not just a friend to me, I like him, or maybe i should say i loved him. He is not a really good looking guy, and he is not the kind of person i was/am looking for, but i like him. I don't even know why...it just the feel that i can't deny. Well, too bad Joe won't go, I can't see him in SJ this weekend. I think i have already walked out from him. We are good friends. but i'm not sure if we are as good as my other friends. I don't know. For me, Joe is still my Mr.s right, and still mysterious. Maybe this increases the good feeling that I have about him.

Ok gotta go now. Tonite Matt, me, Yuan, Erin, Johnson and his wife are going to the Moon festival party. Hope it is gonna be a good one.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Back from New York

I have to admit that I like New York City in all. Although that's not exactly where I wanna live for my life, but if I do have an oppotunity to live and work in Manhattan, I think I will accept it.

What I like: Chinese food, Shopping Center, Nintendo World, Fifth Ave, Urban life, Central Park, Apple Store, Time Square...
What I hate: Too many people, too busy, too many starbucks, dirty subway, tough people, buildings are too crowd, no KFC...

I still like New York as what it is. Because if it changes, it won't be new york again. It's the unique, special city.

Monday, September 11, 2006

Pity or Regret

I wanted to title this entry as "遗憾 or 后悔" but I found that my English is really not strong enough to express my feelings about this weekend. Checked google translate and ciba @ kingsoft, still can't find a better translation. Well, could be our mother language being too powerful. lol

Well, first, the stripe club.
Matt, Frank, Weiwei, and I were in the only stripe club in Halifax, on Saturday night. it was soooooooo bad, really really crappy place, most of their ladies were out of shape(5 in total), or with no boobs at all... Anyway, I wasn't really interested at all. Matt, Frank and Weiwei were not interested either, the quanlity was too bad to interest any of us. It's just being a matter of fact that we have to get in to prevent we feel regretable that we did not accturally go, but everyone feel that we shouldn't have get in there after we came out. Anyway, I wasn't interest at all. For me, I was just don't want them too tell anything they shouldn't know.

Second, the air show.
I'm not a military fans, and I wasn't interested in aircrafts before i went to see the air show, but I have to say the airshow is a nice experience in all. Although it could be better if the weather was nice.


We saw 1 of the only 21 B-2 Sprite Stealth Bomber fly over our head at a very low height quitely. It was sooooooo cool! But i felt so pity that I lost my best chance to take the nicest picture of it. I wasn't focusing accuratly enough, sigh...


After B-2, there was an F-15 super sonic aircraft showed it's capacity to over come the wave drag. All of us were shocked by that. I've only seen that in pictures on the internet but last day we saw that in front of us. And there was a jet truck show, ran at a speed of 350 mph. With the weather turning from bad to worst, we left the air show earlier than we expected. We did not see the snowbird flying show, which left us something to see the next year, a little to regret about.

Friday, September 08, 2006

24

Now I'm offcially 24.
Happy birthday, Brian.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Fight with myself

Matt told me last night that his student loan has been deducted for 3800. Definitly a good news for him, and now he is planning how to spend those "extra" cash in NYC. What about me? I don't know...I'm now really need to save money.

Well...I'm not really bankrupted yet but I know how much I charge on my credit card every months, and, gosh why there are so many stuff I wanna have? I can still remember there used to be some time when I was in Fredericton, I worked in Manchu Wok and for Dr. Angeles, and was taking 6 courses before my graduation. My life was fully arranged with everything: study, project, meeting, TA, parttime job, social, soccer, etc. Although I wored in the "Biggest" mall in Fred, but i rarely buy anything in there. Maybe I just need to find something to fullfill my life. I want to keep my life a bit busier than what I'm having now, but do I wanna do it indeed?

Last night I went to Bayer's Lake to return those things I bought from Home Outfitter, and I went to Homesense and Winners after. I saw two nice shelves I wanted, but I did not buy them. I think that was a victory with myself. I'm quite happy, really. I do know what I want, but I need to know what I really need, and then plan on what I buy.

Tomorrow is gonna be my 24'th birthday, I will open a account with Altamira or ING, and start to save some money for my future, although I don't have a lot right now...

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Crstal Crescent Beach Revisit

it was a great long weekend, had 4 friends came over from NB.
Well, as usual, we went to water front to see(show) the downtown area, and where i work, take some pics, had calamira(can't remember the name)...then went to the spring garden road, then mall, then we went to a new restraunt called hungery chilli, all spicy and hot food, nice authenticated chinese food. I LOVE it! But it turn out to be every good thing has it's down side. the price of their rice is a ripe off for sure... we decided if we are going next time, we will bring rice alone.

The next day is the highlight of the whole weekend. I wanted to go to soccer but they draged me to the beach, and yeah i'm pretty happy i went to the beach. Although I was there with Matt once, but it is still so nice to revisit it. The nice silver sand, green and blue see water, warm sunshine, even the water is warmer than what it should be. I definitely love to go to beach. This time I brought my huge camera alone, with battery charged, with memory stick cleared. lol. Took some shots of the family beach, and... the nude beach. lol. I wanna go to the nude beach naked as well...but i wanna go with my special someone. Don't know when he will show up. I missed the soccer on Sunday afternoon, it was the only chance i can play in a week. I wish i can get more oppotunities to play soccer, like what i used to do in my university days.

After the beach it was the triditional buffet... again... But the nice thing is, we played WE at my place at night, I won some, lost some. not too bad in all, but i could be better if i get win Matt. I lost him 5:0 :(

Sunday was rainny, played some WE. they left at 4, got another friend come over and did some private stuff. I don't feel great actrully. Maybe on that thing, Angus was the best one i had, but i don't regret that we broke up. I now have my own life, which is great, indeed. I consider myself as an independent person so we were not sutible for eachother at all. Jayson told me he can't see why most people should not like me, I hope he is correct. Wish you can get a good b/f before long, Brian.