that was the feeling i haven't felt for long time. really. I don't like it but it feel so real. I can still feel the real me inside of the deep bottom of my heart.
I wished i was the other one in your weeding, i even dreamed about this stupid thing the night before i drove to SJ. I lied to myself, i was pretend that i was happy, well...i guess i was really happy for you, but inside i can feel my little pain. i can feel it.
yes, I really do love you. Q.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Monday, October 15, 2007
Long time no update
It has been a pretty long time since last time i updated my second important blog, well...maybe third... there are a lot of changes in my life, but all changes are good changes, i hope...
I broke up with A now i am really back to my single happy bachelor life. Even my friends say i am now more fun to be with than before. I hook up with my friends regularly again, Fred and Halifax ones, and QY in Montreal... lol
My work went pretty smoothly too, the current project will go live in a week, and i will be reassigned to another project with already a lot of resrouces involoved but they are still seeking to suck people in. Well... I wanted to have a change in my work but i didn't wanna get in to this big group of work as of now. but anyway, it was not my decision and seems like i can only accept this decision.... hope everything goes well.
Oh another big thing is i got my medical exam done which means i will probably become an immigrant in 2 or 3 months...at least the landing notice. That really a good move, this will straight up many annoying things in my life, such as finance, such as car, such as house etc.
I am looking to move to Vancouver, really i wanna go there. think of the weather, think of the view, think of the population, think of the activities... i will probably live my life a lot more excited in there once i have as many friends as i have in halifax.
yeah yeah i know the first few months maybe even half yeah would be boring since i don't know no one in vancouver as of now... but i am sure i will make friends pretty quick. There is a large chinese population in there, as well as gay guys. I am not totally hot according to most people but i am pretty sure i fall in to the cute catigory...anyway...i don't intend to make my life fulfilled with gay guys, but i will find a nice guy to fall in love with i think.
already too far from here... I need to get the book from Sam and read it a bit tonite, prepare for the exam. sigh...when am i gonna be at a easier spot to make my life more enjoyable?
I broke up with A now i am really back to my single happy bachelor life. Even my friends say i am now more fun to be with than before. I hook up with my friends regularly again, Fred and Halifax ones, and QY in Montreal... lol
My work went pretty smoothly too, the current project will go live in a week, and i will be reassigned to another project with already a lot of resrouces involoved but they are still seeking to suck people in. Well... I wanted to have a change in my work but i didn't wanna get in to this big group of work as of now. but anyway, it was not my decision and seems like i can only accept this decision.... hope everything goes well.
Oh another big thing is i got my medical exam done which means i will probably become an immigrant in 2 or 3 months...at least the landing notice. That really a good move, this will straight up many annoying things in my life, such as finance, such as car, such as house etc.
I am looking to move to Vancouver, really i wanna go there. think of the weather, think of the view, think of the population, think of the activities... i will probably live my life a lot more excited in there once i have as many friends as i have in halifax.
yeah yeah i know the first few months maybe even half yeah would be boring since i don't know no one in vancouver as of now... but i am sure i will make friends pretty quick. There is a large chinese population in there, as well as gay guys. I am not totally hot according to most people but i am pretty sure i fall in to the cute catigory...anyway...i don't intend to make my life fulfilled with gay guys, but i will find a nice guy to fall in love with i think.
already too far from here... I need to get the book from Sam and read it a bit tonite, prepare for the exam. sigh...when am i gonna be at a easier spot to make my life more enjoyable?
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