Monday, September 10, 2007

Getting Married? Not for me!

I heard of too many ppl getting married these days. First is Rennie and Andrew, then Xue Yang and Wang Weilin, now even the guy who is younger than me, Zhao Ming is getting married soon. OMG OMG OMG...what the heck surround me is happening. I am NOT getting married any time soon! NOT FOR ME NO!

I know I am already in a hard-to-keep relationship now, it's not she is a bad girl or whatever, it's just my personality of myself wanna being a free guy, a free gay guy maybe?

Right...that's the conflict within me. I've never denied my inside but I admit I have a problem living totallt out to everyone. I know this world is not too too too friendly to who I am really yet, and my parents, I can't imangine they are disppointed on me. Even this morning when i was chatting with my dad and he mentioned their birthday I didn't even sent off a message. I felt so bad, heart broken. If there are only two people in the world I care about, they are my mom and dad. I love them so much that I don't even know how deep it is. I will scrifice my personaly life for them if they really demond. I mean it.

Anyway, back to the topic of getting married...it's purely a personal choice I believe. People get married when they feel right, I guess this kind of feel will not happen to me any time soon. It has never been easier to be a person who lives in two faces, and it's never gonna be easier for me.

Thursday, September 06, 2007

Meet The New iPod Family


iPod touch looks sweet... Only if I don't already have two iPods... :(

But I will get one !