Thursday, June 14, 2007

bad news

1, we are not getting the FX45 we wanted.
2, she is going to have a surgery.
3, I am not really happy these days for being in this relationship.

Friday, June 01, 2007

June 1 - Children's day - not so happy

As I remembered, it's an international holiday for kids all over the world, but i don't see any difference here in Halifax. Well...I never noticed any difference since I am in Canada.

OK here is why i am not so happy...

Last night I've been told the dream of the SUV will probably wake up with nothing in hand. It's not the first time I've been disappointed with such free stuff, but I am still disappointed a bit. Seems like it applies to everything happens around me - If it's not yours, no matter how close it was, no matter how much u think of it, it's not yours. Similar thing happened to the PS3 - it was only a PS3, I can afford one for no problem at all so i accepted it - this time it's not that simple. It's not fair at all. I can't possibly afford a car like that, it's an FX45.

Actually it's not my, it's gonna be under her name. Well, I have no complain about that coz it's from her uncle. But we've done so much around it: for choosing the modle, we've test driven Q7, FX35, we've been to the dealers a lot; we spend a lot of money and time for her to get her driver's license; we even planed to go to the states with that SUV although we rented a van instead.; the insurance has been applied to the car with both name on it; even the plate number is choosen... I mean, behind these efforts, no one can simply take it away with out even asking for our idea. I don't really care about having a suv or not, I can buy one myself, or if I want one really badly and if I am a bastard, I can ask my parents to buy one for me. The thing is, I feel that both of us have been treated unfairly. It's just not OK.

Alright, she and I will fight for this. We have tons of reason why that car should stay in Halifax (or shipped to Halifax). If it is going to go to the states, ok, i will buy it, at no second thought, even if i can barely afford it.

Living in the world as a man, I will be fighting with whoever treat me unfairly.